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Jgal rode: i cried three times o...
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- 28 miles
- 02:10 time
- 12.9 pace
- 1418 calories
i cried three times on this. 5 minutes into it, the rain started slashing us..sideways and all. i thought about quitting then, as you all know i get sick so easily, but kept going. it never really got easier, even when the rain stopped. i was so numb, and so slow that the group kept having to wait on me, which really stressed me out. i felt like i was ruining their cycle because of my slowness. none of the other slow cyclists were there, so i was behind by so much. and by the time i caught up to them, they'd take off again, so i never got a rest. i really pitied myself...our coach was really nice but no one else chatted to me...i just felt like a complete loser. i rushed home and spent an hour under the duvet. i sometimes have a really low self-esteem, and today was one of those days.